For the last 3 days, my life has been packing, unpacking, packing some more, unpacking, trying to find counterspace amidst all of the junk I piled up, unpacking, yelling at people for getting the white couch dirty, packing, unpacking more, etc.
And then… it happened.
ACCCHHHOOOOO!
And do you know what that means? It means it’s the worst part of my year. IT’S ALLERGY SEASON.
UUUUGGGGGHGHHHHHHHHHLSDKFHWOEIRW;FHNVSDL;D9PRTUF
I seriously hate this time of year. I even hate it more than spring. It’s too bad too since my birthday is coming up (I turn the big 2-3 on September 7th). I whine and I complain every year to anyone that will listen… and in no way does that imply that they WANT to listen… but I’ve never actually gotten tested to find out exactly what I’m allergic to. People always ask. I never have an answer. Perhaps I should start making things up?
But, you know… I never saw the point in finding out exactly what is bothering me. It comes up every year around the same time, so it has to be something nature-y. If it’s nature-y, it’s going to get all up in my business no matter what I do. It is totally unavoidable. I suppose I could move to a place where whatever I’m allergic to doesn’t exist, but I like where I live right now and I don’t want to move.
I also hate taking drugs to handle my allergies. Even the “non-groggy” stuff makes me groggy. I have actually taken a few allergy medicines in the past that didn’t cause me to become groggy and angry, but apparently those side effects don’t exist because the medication just doesn’t work. My unhappiness continues.
My eyes itch right now.
I used to think it was the Lilac tree in my parents’ backyard that got me. Around this time of year it would be blooming and the smell of lilacs would be EVERYWHERE. Every time I took a step out the back door, the smell was overpowering. Eventually the tree came down and I cheered with joy thinking that I wouldn’t suffer from the crappy allergies in the fall, but… wouldn’t you know it… the allergies continued. And even though my allergies aren’t caused my lilac trees, I still have a very negative association with the smell. I can’t stand the lilac scent to this very day because, deep down inside of me, I still blame lilacs for my allergies. I know it’s stupid, but I just can’t shake that “I hate lilacs” feeling. There’s a random fun-fact for you.
I don’t really know where I was going with this. I think I just wanted to complain.

